I am Afraid of not missing YoU!!

>> April 28, 2009

There are people whom you think you can never forget in your life what may come...





You talk for hours, you laugh, you joke, you cry, you have a good time together.

You grow closer to each other...Start trusting, Feel others thoughts, share more than your life ...anything and everything.




You don’t give a damn to anything else when the person needs you,Your there and they r there for u..You know each others thoughts...

Life without them becomes impossible at first,later they become inseparable part of your life..They are a big part of it like your parents,like your boyfriend or girl friend.They are not just any friend,You consider them BEST friend.

Fights come and go..But that doesn’t change anything. Egos fight but still get over it..In spite of all this it seems like nothing will ever change forever..And truly believe that FOREVER has no deadline at all.. It like beyond anyone’s reach.

What you forget is GOD has own plans and life takes you in its own rules.
What it was FOREVER is now just a moment for eternity.
One day...Believe me there is a day where nothing is the same...

EGO ,EMOTIONS,PRIDE,FRIENDSHIP,RELATIONSHIP...Everything in vain...
Nothing is officially announced. All you need to have is little commonsense to understand what’s lifes rules are like..Try bending them n you will always keep trying..
Yes you would miss them definitely..What else did you expect??? Days go by.. Don’t bend your rules now..Tired of bending life’s rules..Ego’s turn up.. And starts playing its rule perfectly. Pain its not the same anymore..You get to be shrewd..Silent..Lose faith in forever..somehow you stop believing in the terms “Best friend”/”soul mate”... Somehow you never want anyone in your life anymore..



Your mind knows you better...Starts questioning you why,how,when,if????? You wll keep searching for answers all through you life and will never get the exact answer you need coz you know the answer already....The million answers you receive will not soothe your pain nor will get that one person to you.

Inspite of all this I am not afraid of pain,not afraid of losing hope,faith trust...All i am afraid of is that today i am still missing him....But what if tomorrow i wont.

RELATIONSHIPS ARE WORTH FIGHTING FOR BUT SOMETIMES YOU CAN’T BE THE ONLY ONE FIGHTING.SOMETIMES,PEOPLE NEED TO FIGHT FOR YOU.



And it hurts so much when they don’t ....
Adding fuel to the flames is a part where they never talk to you about this and it hurts more when you really act like everything is better

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There comes a point in your life when you realize:


Who matters,


Who never did,


Who won't anymore....


And who always will..


Lose them in the crowd...


And there's one stop solution


T I M E


It will force you to accept and move forward.


All is fair in love and war... No even in FRIENDSHIP...





May be freindship is not to last long..Maybe it has an expiry date too..


Someone once asked a learned man


When is it time to end a friendship?


The man smiled and replied


When you get that sneaky feeling that in never really began.





A best friend is none but the best among the few we have,He may not be a messiah but a simple human being with his own set of emotions and perceptions that reason those emotions.Even if he is your soul mate..Yes i do accept we guys see through two different set eyes!But still isnt it accepting who you are than making the other change is friendship..To accept the absense is real gift coz thoughts over it would gift you fake promises and bewildered mind!Emotionally turbulent mind fails to think logically!!








I am living my life yet it is beautiful... Still lot more to go n i know i can still love my life with more passion and pride!!! Adios!!!!~

1 comments:

blog lover March 31, 2010 at 10:43 PM  

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