I am: What I choose to be at any given point in time. A living bundle of contradictions
I think: i am a loser
I know: i am going to regret writing this post
I want:to sleep @ the moment
I have: nothing useful to while away the time
I wish:i never existed
I hate: myself
I miss: a lot @ the moment
I fear: words
I feel: bored
I hear: my voice asking questions
I smell: nothing at the moment
I crave: any nice dessert
I search: for answers to life’s questions and confusions
I wonder: at the futility of social institutions and societal norms.
I regret: what i did
I love: the person i miss this moment badly but never will realize that i love...
I am not: what i sound like or look like
I dance:when i am alone and happy
I sing:sometimes
I cry: very often.
I don't always: love myself.
I fight: for the sheer pleasure of it/ when I'm wronged/when I'm right
I write: when the mood strikes
I win: whenever I try. But the point is I hardly ever try.
I lose: my patience easily.
I never: like to betray someone.
I always: make sure I keep my word.
I confuse: myself. And sometimes ppl around me too.
I listen: when people talk about things that matter to them, despite the short attention span.
I can usually be found: dreaming away to glory
I need: my space, conversation and fodder for my thoughts.
I am happy about: everything I have. Yet I need more.
I imagine: that i could rectify one mistake which i will regret life long

Since the tag was stolen i tag everybody reading this..

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Just my confusion

Everybody have to go through changes in life.But why do we have to change ourself for the society or for anything else for that matter.Specially the person you love and believe he/she will be the same forever changes like a spontaneous emission and there the confusion starts.We go through different stages in life.Meet new people have new life in each walk of life.But is it necessary to forget what we are what we do.Or is it the society which changes and brings out a total new person.Some totally forget and as they leave the past behind forgetting everything.Some do it as a duty to keep in touch with the people you have been with.Why do they have to pretend?Why do they have to give a confidence that they will be there forever.Why do they have to lose interest?Do all those people ever have a minute to think how memorable everything was in the past?There are so many "WH" questions i can keep posting for the sake of blogging but am sure i know this is the truth of life and i should accept and move on in life which i dont want to...

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When your bored...

I heard this site from an article i guess.. I was so bored that it didnt hurt me to check out.. It has crazy and weird ideas when your bored,Has a chat room and can watch videos and play online games.. Do this when your totally bored[:p] Here is the link

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Discovering me..

For a change i am planning to discover myself.Half the time confused of what i like and what i don't like.So planning to discover the in me...will start off with what all i like doing... its endless so many posts are to be expected... for now here goes the top 5 for today..

Reading books

Movies

Gadgets..Anything and everything i want to own it.. 

Interior designing

Roaming out..[I miss that these days]

Keep you posted with the all my likes in the next post.. i am sleepy.. Bye!!!Good Night!!

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People Always Leave...

I dont know how to tell or how to express the state of my mind for the past one week. It has the fears of future. What will happen to me in the coming days. My Heart beats are uncountable. Full tension prevails even in sleep. I have a continuous shivering in my hands. I stand or sit for a long time without doing anything. I am not able to eat properly. Whenever I see any movie or hear any song I relate it with what going on. No peace of mind. Huge responsibility on my head. Chained dissappointments, feeling alone. My state of responses to others are only irritated version. I often think No one should have such a tension. I feel like I have lost my strengths and powers.I saw a picture saying "People always leave" in my mobile.. I knew the reasons behind all my actions..Why do people have to be self centered and just use others?Why do they have to hurt others in their process of being selfish?

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After a month.. Here i am..

After a month.. There is some spl reason i am wriing today.It is because some one reminded wat fun i had doing this... Any way atleast this time lets see whether i can update continously...Belated Diwali wishes.. And all the best to OBAMA and MCCANINES..[:p] lol.. 

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