To Nisha
>> December 19, 2009
Isn't it amazing how life never fails to surprise us with its topsy-turvying circumstances?!
Do I really want to do what I think I want to do?
Suddenly I am asking myself this question because it is that time of my life again.
That time when everybody has to decide what do they really want to do in life, where do they really want to go n blah blah blah.
Life is not about the times that you BREATHE. Its about the times that TAKE YOUR BREATH AWAY!"
Once upon time I guess I should start referring that way coz it seems that old.I used to be so cheerful n bright.Though I m more better in every single other thing but lacking that cheerfulness turns everything down.When my friends started asking about this I didn’t care. When my parents asked I was not bothered.
Does everything end in life if we don’t get what we want.Or if our beliefs turn wrong.Wondering why I had changed so much?I didn’t find an answer. Thats the lie I have been telling myself. My heart knows why this is all happening.
Only thing is accepting the reality is always tough. I didn’t deal with things when I had too. I couldn’t .I simply replaced things. But even when the replacement fails us and specially when you don’t have any more replacements or substitutes that’s when you’re like this. At least like me.
I used to wonder often Probably whether I became more worldly wise, street smart and savvy. There r moments when I don’t know whether they r real or anybody else feel the way I feel.But whatever it is I need to deal with this and certainly my best friend has helped me do it.
When you're down,and the world seems dark and empty,Your forever friend lifts you up in spirit.And that’s wat she did. Thanks a lot.You mean a great deal to me n never felt this close to u.I don’t take time or anything to tell u this considering I have never told you really mean a lot to me.I also take a minute here to apologize for all the odd behavior or anything done against you.
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