I just wonder why...

Why?
I get up and out of bed,
Try to forget all those things we said.
It's now over for good,
I promised myself to leave it right there here I stood.

People always tell me things will get better,
But I find myself writing and deleting letters
How did we fall so far apart,
You left me not knowing where to start.

I am here now trying to find out how to survive,
And struggling to just keep myself alive.
I remember when you were a hero in my eyes,
You were always there to give me a suprise.
But those are just long lost memories of mine,
Maybe this is our life design.

I spent so many days cold and lonely,
I believed that you were my one and only.
There are some things in my head
I'll take it till life ends
But it won't be all that love that I gave.

You made me so emotionless,
And you gave me all this stupid stress.
I try to believe in things I can't see,
But is there even hope for me!
My back is up against a wall,
And it's hard for me to keep thinking all

Life just isn't worth it anymore,
You left me standing at the door.
You said it's time to say goodbye,
And I just wondered... why???
And i still wonder and will forever...

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Remains of the past

You can't hold onto the past forever
But the past can hold onto you as long
As it wants to
Someone once told me that letting go is easy
I know thats not true
The memories
The fun
The shadows
The mischiefs
Still remain as a stain
On your Heart that wont go away
Don't Let the past destroy you
For it is an old memory
But still cherishable one
Let The past go
Not the smile
Not the memory of it.



P.S: Dedicated to Bharath..

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A relation overstepped..Time for a goodbye..

I admit I made a mistake
Over stepping some boundaries
which made me look fake


I always said i would never do the things i did,
And that is the reason it is so hard for you to forgive.

Its been so long,
So many times we said we'd try
Only to turn around
And make each other cry

Remember how it was when we first started out,
So much alike,we shared every thought
We fell so fast,maybe fell in love too soon
Made a huge decision that now we cannot undo.

I admit my mistakes but can you admit yours,
I have paid for what i've done
As you have paid for yours,
So why is it like this,
We cant even talk.
You call me liar and say you don't care
All the while my love for you is still there

I never meant to hurt you,
Never wanted to cause you any pain
Since you left me
My life hasn;t been the same.

I owe you so much,
I have so much to prove to you,
So i will end this with the hardest thing i'll ever have to do,
Goodbye Sweet heart....
I will always be in love with you.



P.S:Dedicated to the person Whom i will always be in love with..
I am sorry for what i did.Will regret forever.Thanks for being there for me.

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Wondering...

I wonder if you think of me

When night is drawing near

And in the shadows of yourroom

The walls around you disappear

I wonder if in your quiet thoughts

Your dreams of me are anymore

When in the silent,velvet blue

The moon is tapping at your door

I wonder if the shining stars

That hangs from the clouds above

Reminds you of my whispered words

In promise of eternal love

I wonder of the lonely light

That breaks upon the early dawn

Still holds a tender memory for now

So long i have been gone

I wonder if you dream of me

When the cloudless skies are blue

Bcoz across each day and night

My thoughts are constantly of you.

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Once upon a time, in the past..

Once upon a time..
..I loved the past
But now I've gone forward...
I've realized I cannot love the past while I'm in the present, so I let go...


I let go of those memories that held me captive for so long..
Those dreams I once knew that were brought to life by you,
Now are only there to help me fall asleep at night
I am going on by myself..

I am going forward into my future with hopes that my new dreams will someday come true just like you had done for me..

Once upon a time, in the past..

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I Miss you

I know that you're my destiny
because i know this is real
and i know that you love me
because you show how you feel

I know that you're my Breath
and that we were meant to be
because i know that your love
is all i seem to need

I know that you're my life
and how i feel deep down is sincere
because when i'm with you i'm complete
and I always want you near

I know that you're my love
because you sweep me off my feet
and your touch is so tender
it makes my heart skip a beat

I know that you're my destiny
and i love the sweet things you do
but , all-n-all
i really love you ..

And Now All of all

I Miss You

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With out my love...

Upon my pillowcase,
Soaked with salty tears
Is perched a diary,
Filled with forgotten fears

Alongside the terrors
Ring a bell of gold
Inside a marble tower
My story will unfold
Pale stars trail behind
A long forgotton path
Memories are erased
And unto me is wrath

The room echos now
with the haunting voice of me
Calling from the diary
Reaching into night to see
A smudged world
where without my sorrow
Without my love
Life sings bitter and hollow ..

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Never you can win over me..

I've known loneliness before
You can never tie me down
I shall live alone
And rise above you
You think I'll Cry,
But my eyes are dry
I'll Walk alone ,
But with pride
You think you win
But Oh! Alas!you've failed.
I can fly high
And stillI'll walk alone
Never you can win over me!

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That Day..

I am sorry are soothing words
That are normally used
Without thinking to avoid discussion
With thinking,to wipe away everything.
At times, during talk
Voices raise high,
Loss of patience,
Lack of foresight,
Fuel to the flames,
Veils of self pride,
One day,One Minute
You will realize
One's errors and slips
That day....Adopt the graceful use of the word"Sorry"

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